It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.
Growing up you learn from movies that when something bad happens, a prince will come and save you from it. But then you get older and realize that a prince isn’t coming and you have to learn how to save yourself. I don’t know how to do that. I’m lost and alone and all I want to do is go back to being a child, when everything had a solution and I thought nothing that bad could happen. Where’s the happily-ever-after?